Haibun 14

Lost Thoughts

 

Memory is fluid and fickle, but words on paper, a screen, or recorded on a smart phone have a strange ‘substance’, and we writers know this instinctively. But I am stumbling, it is so hard to explain this moment, and my perception of it, to anyone else, but I keep trying, and in less than seventeen syllables. Am I shooting for a miracle? The longer I try, the more doubt clings to each word. I am so frustrated, and now I just want to put this one behind me. But I just can’t stop thinking about it!

warm rain
mosquitoes follow me
into the men’s room

First published in:   A Hundred Grouds!

Haibun 13

zany as normal

I am watching a movie with Tilda Swinton playing a wonderful role. (I will not bore anyone with the name of the movie. It won’t help you with the haibun.) She is so quirky an artist, but that quirky nature is why I suspect I always ‘buy’ her characters. She is the female Johnny Depp. We all know some strange person with twitches with odd words and facial actions who are just ‘accepted’ because they are so unfailingly ‘real’. I press the ‘Record’ button so I can watch this movie again…

the way
my jokes
are only funny to me

First published in:  Prune Juice!